Art = Me

Art is how I live my life. It always has been, it always will be. Without art, I would be adrift without direction, without purpose, without sense of self, without confidence. 
I remember being at an art workshop when I was about 5 and, having completed the prescribed project – which was, as usual, far too simple and ordinary – I became bored and ambitious and so I began fashioning a complex creation wholly unlike the intended product. A locally well-known artist observed my work as I was applying the final touches and asked, “Do you want to be an artist when you grow up?” I have no recollection of my reply, but according to my mother I shocked everyone in the vicinity with a decisive “No.” My mother and the gentleman were entirely confused until I clarified: “I already AM an artist.” I received a warm and happy gaze of pride from my mother, and the gentleman gave me a slightly crooked, but trustworthy grin of approval that seemed to say ‘I like this kid’. He then joined me in my deviant art and made for me a set of unconventional panpipes held together with pipe cleaners and painted with red and black flowers. 
I still have that set of panpipes, somewhere in a box of keepsakes. I find it every now and then, remember that day, and smile…and try, unsuccessfully as always, to coax a note or two out of the little souvenir. 

 

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An Empty Chair

“We must begin our story, sad to say, with an empty chair.
If it were not empty, we would not have a story.
But it is, and we do, and it is time to tell it.”
~Opening scene of ‘Nanny McPhee’~

My mom and I always liked the way this chair from the movie ‘Nanny McPhee’ was almost a character, regarded with respect and thought to be representative of or inhabited by the kind, watchful, caring spirit of the mother to whom the chair belonged. The opening lines of the movie, introducing the chair and establishing that its owner was no longer living, both charmed and saddened us. Lately I haven’t been able to get the scene out of my head. Now that the mother’s empty chair is a reality in my life, I’m grateful to have the wonderful, happy memories of my mom that come along with the sadness.

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Time To Type

For some time now, I’ve been toying with the idea of starting a blog. I mean, I love to write, and I often receive compliments on my eloquent ramblings, so I figured – ‘why not?!’. With all the crazy philosophical, poetic, and just plain random things I have constantly bouncing around in my head, this may be just what I need to remain sane.

I was forgetting that nearly all of my endeavors, sooner or later, suffer the effects of my chronic Procrastinationitis. So here I am, two months after my intentional “blog launch” date, publishing my first comment.

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